Thursday, July 1, 2010

Blood, Weddings, Breakdown/up

A weekend started with good intentions,
A concert to share.
Ruined by an empty stomach
and a half gal of whiskey.
The true price of drinking.
$130 hula hoop gone.
GF pissed and crying,
show she waited for,
2, 3, 4, months [?]
$22 concert not remembered.
$70 she spent on....?
Gay pride,
makes me think I was roofied.
'Cept I know I was sole culprit.
Sat spent making up.
Roses, wine, sushi, a new dress.
Wedding rehearsal,
picked up after she rallied around,
a quite night with a movie,
I fell asleep.
Mind you,
this was the full moon night.
Sunday---
[insert ominous music]
work,
left early for wedding,
pictures,
obligations,
ceremony,
unknown blood.
Traumatized girl,
a quick change of clothes,
short off my back,
used.
Already red.
Then,
open bar.
Chatty old men,
jealous,
dancing me.
Drunker and drunker,
Hotel,
Ford fornication,
squeeky rack,
passed out make out,
but not with me,
slapped and jacked.
Running away,
into the night,
pass out in truck,
a beacon...
of fultility.
No bluff.
Left everything.
Dead me,
expected calamity.
At least she waited.
An end to the madness?

Now- her words.
yoga studio, check. Trapoline, check. lawnmower, check. Front lawn, check. Ur room, check. My room, check. Ferry boat, check. Am I missing anywhere?
Well I need everything I left in your truck.
Lulu- She's home asleep :)
So when can I expect my shit back? I have your id. Im holding it hostage.
And your little friend gary can eat a dick. I'm sure he's enjoy it. Biggest asshole ive met so far.
Worst fucking weekend ever. really. Couldnt have been shittier. Thank you. Did I forget to thank you? How rude of me.Had nothing to do with u? Wow. Really. Whatever nick. It is what it is all I care about it getting everything I left at your house and in ur car back.
Seriously. When can I get my fucking things?
[call to get Stephen's side]
Ok. Well loren is more than happy to come down and collect them but I dont think u really want that.
Fine. Please make sure u get EVERYTHING of mine. I really really dont want to have to ask for anything you left behind.
[try calling again cause my thumb was getting tired]
Theres about nothin to talk about.
Im gonna need my shit sooner than thursday. My life is in that bag and thursday is four days away.
Oh please. U didnt even know him. u had ask him his namewhen you got to the room earlier that day and he just kissed me. Calm the fuck down. Its not like we're even exclusive. And I didnt get my stuff cuz it was ur house. I didnt want to go all the way there not knowing if anyone was home.
[note- I lived with him, have known him for almost a year. We had talked about being exclusive. AND she has my roommates number and could have called him.]
I have nothing more to say to u [obviously] so u can stop calling me. I just want my shit back. Then im done. [that makes two]
What are you talking about? I didnt steal anything.
Yeah I remember getting my period so fuckin what?
Ur not making any sense. Just drop it.
U fucking handed them to me to get a cab!
Wow. Yeah. What was I thinkin. Ur fucking jesus. Way to b. Im so very done discussing this absolute bullshit with u.
Once again, please dont forget anything really want to do this in one shot if you dont mind.
I tried to get you in cab to go home but you and gary were bein stupid. First gary calls you a cab then wanted you to stay. It would have take all night for u to sober up and I didn't want to be there anymore. I just wanted to go home. I cant tolerate being stuck somewhere I dont want to b. I didnt evenw ant to go to the fucking wedding in the first place. [which is why she brought a lovely dress and did her hair up amazing]
What time thursday will u b dropping my stuff off?
Midnight?R u serious? Why midnight? Thats kinda of a odd time...
Uhhhh k. U close the clinic that late huh? Hmmmm....
I guess midnight will have to be fine then. Just please do it. Im really gonna need everything for this weekend. Thnx.
Dont forhet my sisters bike.
Oh jesus. Drama queen. No one 'hates' u.

So that was from this week, this is from May 22-
Hi baby! Just wanted 2 say hello. Thats all. Bye now. take pictures. Xoxoxxx

That is what I miss :(

1 comment:

  1. I guess I should put my end of the conversation too-
    I need my vest too
    I passed out in my truck so you coudl get your stuff....
    [to Lacey] what did you find out?
    Pretty sure last night had nothing to do with me. maybe you should blame steven.
    I'm coming up thurs night. I have to move my shit in the next few days.
    Stephen filled me in somewhat. WTF did you and gary talk about that set you off. cause I was passed the fuck out through all this.
    Why should I go out of my way for you when you fooled around with a friend of mine in front of my passed out ass! Thats pretty fucked up.
    Why didnt you get your stuff last night.
    Jeremy stephen jordan and I lived together for a bit. So yeah. I kinda know the guy. Exclusive or not. It was still my friends wedding I took you to as a date.
    Really? No more stealing my shit and making out with my friends. Remember why you wore my underwear home? You know I would have even drove you home and come back
    Friday I fucked up for sure. But I got equal [shoudl have been-drunk] and fell asleep. There was no maliciousness in myactions. Just and empty stomach and too much whiskey too fast.
    My id and debit card gary took back from you
    And i did what I coudld to help you. I know some guys would have been freaked out and jerks about it.
    And you had ben's number to see if he was home. Fuck it. I gotta pack shit up.
    Is the helen of troy curling iron yours.
    I realized right after when i saw the purple hair.
    Why couldn't you just wait forme last night to sober up. It all happened so fast. I passed out in my truck so you could find me if you came back.
    midnight? I just realized i only have til thurs to move out my shit :( i could hardly sleep cause I kept thinking how foolish this is. Sorry.
    I close at the clinic and rally up right after. Then I'll be house sitting in mt vernon all weekend. Looking forward to getting out of seattle.
    Of course not... don't want two girls hating me :) this week at least
    Good! I can sleep now. Kidding. Been stressed out about moving. Tearing my room up trying to find your necklace.

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